Hi I'm Patrick. UC San Diego 2017. From Whittier, live in Fullerton. Instagram/Twitter: @pizzapattrick
I just finished watching Getting Go on Netflix tonight and it was so good, made me cry a tad at the end. Whenever I watch a documentary type film it makes me want to document my life more, and here I go with a long and probably excessive text post to fulfill that somewhat selfish desire.
I move back to San Diego in less than a week and this time around I have to do it right. I can’t fuck it up like I did last quarter, and as the reality of that begins to settle, I can feel the weight on my shoulders. Turns out I’m majoring in Communications now, life goals still uncertain. My roommate is going to be a good friend of mine who I’ve known for five years now, and living in an apartment will be a pleasant change from dorm life. I’m worried about my ability to keep my head on and not get sidetracked by all that college has to offer, but unless I plan on dropping out I better figure it out fast.
I feel stuck in a strange position on the subject of relationships. I long for the companionship of having a partner and being single feels almost empty now. I’ve found out the hard way that I’m not ready for the commitment and monogamy of relationships, let alone the time they require, but perhaps I just haven’t met someone to trigger that in me yet. Well I guess school comes first and we’ll see where it goes from there. All of these phone apps like Tinder and Grindr make it so much more difficult to ignore the temptation though.
I’ll ramble about myself more at some other time, signing off for the night at 2:13 AM, Tuesday Morning.